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Hi, Hey, Hello and peace! Today I'm won't talk about the past because I need to say what I am feeling right now, and right now what I'm feeling is hope. My heart is full of hope because I'm about going to the last one chemotherapy, and this time I feel like "This is really the last one I'll have in the rest of my life."  I was watching a Tv Show a few days ago and on that Tv Show they were losing a battle because they were fighting alone but when they realized that they needed to fight together, so they've started winning. Then I've also realized "I'm not fighting alone, I have everybody side by side of me, and more than the people of that Tv Show, I have God."  And that simple Tv Show have gave me hope and now I feel full of hope now. 

Hi. Hey. Hello.  Peace! There's a song "If you allow me get to the furnace Your promise is it won't burn" and I always liked this song because it give me faith. Faith enough to try one more time, to wake up every morning knowing that God is with me.  I think I never had afraid of the death before that day, "The 5 th day" I mean, no young guy one probably do it. When we are younger we guess that nothing bad will happens, but that day I freaked out. Can you imagine yourself between the life and the death? Those is a thing I never could even imagine before that day. I remember my Doctor saying me: Ronaldo, the chance of losing you to the cancer is something very bad, but lose you to the chemotherapy is something I'll never let happens, it never happened with me and you won't be the first". That words are in my memories till today.