Hi, Hey, Hello and peace!
Today I'm won't talk about the past because I need to say what I am feeling right now, and right now what I'm feeling is hope. My heart is full of hope because I'm about going to the last one chemotherapy, and this time I feel like "This is really the last one I'll have in the rest of my life."
I was watching a Tv Show a few days ago and on that Tv Show they were losing a battle because they were fighting alone but when they realized that they needed to fight together, so they've started winning. Then I've also realized "I'm not fighting alone, I have everybody side by side of me, and more than the people of that Tv Show, I have God."
And that simple Tv Show have gave me hope and now I feel full of hope now.
Tomorrow will be the last day, the last one day of all this war. I've been fighting for 2 years, and now no longer.
When I realized that I was with cancer again, I've locked myself in my bedroom and I've felt alone, abandoned, devastated and powerless, so I've started talking with my brother... "I can't do it anymore, I can't fight, I'm not strong enough to do this again, I'm scared... What should I do now? How can I fight now?" I've said to my brother and he has answered me... "You'll win this fight, because I need to, I need you alive, I can't do this without you... If are you feeling powerless you have to find a way to figure this out because your whole family needs you, fight my brother, if even not because of you then fight for us." and those words have made me strong until now.
Today I can say I have reasons to fight out. I have God, I have family, I have friends, I have my job and I have a whole life to live yet, so what would be more important than these reasons?
I have hope not just because I have everything I said above... I have hope because now I know, I learned "There's always hope" THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE. No matter what is you situation. no matter what is your fight, no matter what it takes to you win, you can do it, you can win.
My battle is against the cancer, but yours would be in your marriage, your job, your church, what I wanna say is: There's always hope!
And remember, if your first shot doesn't work: Try one more time! Try always one more time!
Don't give up!
In Jesus. Junior
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