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Hi, Hey, Hello and Peace! Today is my Chemotherapy anniversary! Yeah, I know it! It sounds weird! lol But, what I mean is in exactly one year ago I was getting out of the hospital finishing my last chemotherapy, that one, called ICE Protocol, and I'm ALIVE! If this is the first post you're reading I'd like to say welcome and read the others, because there're a lot of histories here, not just mine, but a lot of hospital's friends too. Well, What do I feel now? I don't actually know, but I think I feel free, like "...OMG IT'S BEEN A YEAR THAT I DON'T NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL TO MAKE THAT TREATMENT! SO, THAT'S AWESOME!..."  Well, you all know my history because I've been telling you all for over a year and I've been seen a lot of witness saying lots of good things about this blog. I'd like to say thank you all that have helped me in those dark days, principally say thank you to my family and relatives. There's ...

Hi, hey, hello and not that peace. The hardest thing I've been fighting with after the cancer it is me. Yeah, you read it very right, me.. Like that movie "me, myself and I". When you win the battle against the cancer you think "Wow, now everything's gonna be different", but guess what.... It's not gonna happen. When I was fighting the cancer, I've thought that everything in my future would be perfect, that I could go back to the church, college and work and these things, all of them would be just perfect, but it isn't happening. After the cancer everything is just normal (or even worse) than before and I can explain you the reasons, for example, I've thought that coming back to my church would be awesome, and obviously it hasn't happened, I also have thought that coming back to the college would be very cool and it hasn't happened too, actually it has gotten very complicated because I've fought a friend and at least ever...