Hello
There! How is it going? I hope is going well!
My testify stars
in the last year, when I saw myself for lots of health problems and each time I
saw the doctors I’ve found new sickness and I made lots of treatments, so I’ve
gotten better and then news symptoms started. I was living my life like that
and in the new year I prayed to the Lord, because I couldn’t handle that
anymore, many life’s areas were being affected, I’ve worked sick, with fever, pain
and for me was so hard having a life in hospitals and emergencies health. Last
year I was discouraged and in a common day I made a routine bloody exam and it
consisted positive to B hepatitis and in that moment I got desperate so I made
an appointment with a Doctor to make sure about that result and God used that
Doctor’s life to ask me lots of exams, one day after that I went to her office again
and she said that I wasn’t with B hepatitis, but she believed there was
something really bad in my right kidney and she has made an appointment with an
urologist to me. She didn’t say what it was but she said “You’re that kind of
person who winning in lottery, one in a million”. And I remember me going home
without a floor, but I didn’t tell say anything to nobody, but I remember me
praying that day.
Days after
that, I went in that other Doctor and after lots of new exams he asked me to do
he said me “I have a bad new to tell you” … he kept talking... “You have cancer
and I need to make a surgery in you as fast as I can to remove your right
kidney, because you have a tumor with 7 cm” … “It is like an apple and the
surgery is gonna be hard” Said him.
It seems
would like a joke? Wasn’t it? Yeah! But it was not a joke! But that was every
single word he said me and I don’t know how I went my home that day, I’ve felt
lost and I thought: I just am 24 years old, I’m too young to die, I wanna make a family, I wanna have children. When I
went home I’ve putted my knees on the floor of my bedroom and I cried a lot,
would not have if there were no tomorrow lol but the God’s peace have took all
my heart and God said that I did not need be afraid because He was taking care
about me, about everything, about every singles detail and even about the
cancer. The days was passing and I’ve started feeling different, I’ve gotten
some kind of strength there wasn’t mine, I felt powerful, faithful, a kind of
faith just God could give to me. Then the surgery day came and after a lot of
people prays (I’m thankful for every single pray lifted for me – Thanks everyone)
my surgery was a totally successful and about a less of week I was at home and I
kept at home for 2 months and when I’ve returned to see the doctor He gave me
the news I’m completely healed and I won’t make chemotherapy and even take
control medication. I’ve cried again (a lot of cry, by the way) and I’m feeling
something I cannot even tell you or describe and the other Doctor (that you
from the beginning of the treatment) who said “You’re that kind of person who
winning in lottery, one in a million” again and I understood that phrase in
that moment and I could understand because of a shorty part of a song: “And if
the sea is not open, and the pharaoh reach me I will not give up, I will not
doubt.” My heart was very thankful. God is
loyal. But It wasn’t the end of the battles, because my doctor said I was free
to work but when I went my work’s place, I’ve gotten fire out! But, do you
know? Maybe you’re thinking “She should be angry and sad with all this mess.
But guess what? I’m not! A lot of things, bad things is happening but I’m not
angry, I have no fear anymore, the fear I had is gone, and it gave space to
faith, because Jesus gave me a new life to live. He can do everything. He gave
me the victory. In God’s words says: Nay, in all these things we are more than
conquerors through him that love us. (Rom 8:37).
Well, after
all those things I’ve past God has taught me even always the answers are
rights, we won’t always understand the “whys” of our lives, but in something we
can have sure, we don’t need nothing else than God. We don’t need people; we don’t
need material possessions, or even status. What we need is God, He is enough
for us. Because if wasn’t because of God I even wasn’t here to tell you all
this history. The love of God for me and for you is immensurable, infallible,
and unconditional. I don’t know how’s your life going, or what are you throwing
up, I don’t know your own battles. What I know is, you don’t need to live of
status, being someone who you aren’t. You just have to get your identify as a
Son of God.
The verse
of my conversion, it has present in my whole life and in my Christian Walk
having Jesus as the only one target to follow: “But seek ye first the kingdom
of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
(Mat 6:33)
Invite Jesus
to your own life, don’t waste your time, and do not wait. Do it today! Now!
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